3 steps forward, 2 back….as they saying goes. The combo of meds (referred to elsewhere in disguised fashion so as not to offend the googlebot) is about 6 weeks now and a DEFinite improvement in all the heavy depression and crazy,violent and suicidal ideation. It’s a relief not to have to fight them off.
And, learned that my diagnosis is “Major Depressive Disorder” (don’t know the DSM code#). Turns out, I’ve been this way all my life! Who knew ;}?! (well, I did, but self medicated with alcohol, pot when I was younger and most often with being extremely busy almost in an OC way… Pretty heavy thing to realize at this late stage of life..but I feel relieved as this explains So many things in my life’s history.
Life with the SO continues to be rollercoaster. Don’tfeel like writing now, but it’s been a rough month on that front, even as my pain levels got a little better and my depression lightened up. more later…
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